Said by Hand

There were forty Kethri hand-forms on the laminated card in my jacket, and I could draw every one of them from memory, and not one of them had ever been said to me.

That morning I spent my first two hours untangling a freighter captain's clearance, which is the kind of job the translation office exists for and the kind nobody thanks you for. Captain Sahvi ran a grain hauler out of Kethra and wore a translation band at her throat, and the band rendered her questions in a flat, patient machine voice that managed to make "the cold-hold fee is assessed per berth-day, not per tonne" sound like a threat. It wasn't her fault. Bands do that. I've listened to years of station gossip and four years of Kethri trade law come out of those things in the same tone of voice, and my job, most days, is putting the meaning back in afterward with a pen.

So I was ready to be finished with her by the time she signed the last form, and I was halfway through a cold coffee when Gordon's message came up on my wrist screen: Inbound envoy, Bay One. Take a band and the residence packet. You're the welcome committee.

An envoy. Not the Envoy — Kereth had been on the station longer than I had — but somebody new through the Meridian, which happened maybe four times a year and always meant paperwork in triplicate. I pulled the band case off the shelf, took the residence packet down from the forms drawer, and caught the lift down to the docks with my jacket over my arm, because I'd been at this long enough to know the bay would be freezing and the lift would be full of dock crew who'd give me room for the jacket's piping.

Bay One ran about twelve degrees and loud. The freighter was already on the collar, a Kethri hull three times the beam of anything we built, held in the clamp assembly while the inspection crews walked her spine with their lights. The noise was the usual bay music — the clamp hydraulics, a cargo drone arguing with its handler in beeps, somebody's radio bleeding static from the gantry — and my breath fogged in front of me while I crossed to the personnel hatch and waited with the packet under my arm and the band case in my hand, rehearsing the welcome in my head the way I always did. Good morning. Welcome to Meridian Lock. I'm the interpreter. It never came out the way I rehearsed it.

The hatch was built for people, and the man who came through it wasn't built for the hatch. He turned sideways and brought one shoulder through and then the rest of him followed, and he straightened up and kept straightening until I had to look up, and I have never gotten used to that part. He had a heavy gray felt wrap pulled over both shoulders against the bay cold, and under it the sleeveless dark-teal coat Kethri envoys wear, open over his chest and belted low, bare forearms, loose trousers — clothes cut for a climate this bay had never once produced. Slate-grey skin, darker than most of the Kethri I knew, with that faint sheen on it where the gantry lights caught him, like wet stone. Blue-black hair in one plain tie at his nape. And the throat-light, two fingers wide above his collarbones, glowing a soft steady blue-green into the cold air.

He saw me, saw the piping on my collar, and his wide mouth went somewhere delighted.

"You're the interpreter," he said. His English was clean and contracted, no band flattening it, and he sounded genuinely pleased, as if I'd been sent down as a personal favor. "Tell me this bay isn't what you call warm."

"This bay is what we call cold," I said. "The Kethri crews call it worse. Good morning, and welcome to Meridian Lock. I'm Wes Halbrook, translation office." I held up the band case. "The Authority issues these to new arrivals. It's just a throat band, you know the—"

"I know it," he said. "Thank you. I won't wear it."

I stood there with the case open in my hand like a jeweler who's just been told the ring is ugly. In eight years nobody had ever declined the band. It was the whole shape of the job, the tool the office existed to support — band on, meaning out the other side, me in the middle smoothing the edges.

"Can I ask why?" I said.

"On Kethra, a band speaks for you," he said, the way he'd tell me the time. "It says words and they're nobody's. When I say something that matters, I want it to be mine." He didn't say it with any heat. He wasn't testing me or making a point at the station's expense. It was just true, to him, the way the bay was cold.

"All right," I said, and closed the case. "Fair warning, your English is better than my Kethri, so I hope you weren't planning to be polite about my accent."

He laughed, and the throat-light brightened with it, which I'd read about for years and had somehow never stood two feet away from.

Then he held out his open hand, palm up, and waited.

I knew the form. Everybody who works the Lock takes the six-week hand-form course and walks out with that card. Palm up, held out and waiting: an invitation to talk truthfully. Putting your hand in it accepts. I put my hand in it.

His hand closed around mine and swallowed it. He was hot — they run at forty degrees, the manual says, and I could have told you the number without touching him, and the number would have told you nothing at all. His skin felt like a stone left out in summer sun, except alive, and my own hand looked pale and small inside his and I had the sudden clear thought that I'd been carrying the card in my jacket all this time like a phrase book for a country I'd never intended to visit.

"Tavon," he said. "One name. The household name is Kereth's and it's long and you won't need it."

"Wes," I said. "I said that already, but it's short enough to bear repeating."

He let go, pressure easing off and his hand lifting away, and I knew that one off the card: the release and the lifted hand, which the card glosses as the end of a statement. That was strange, because he hadn't finished anything that I knew of. I put it down to dialect drift between textbook and station and let it go.

I walked him up out of the docks, through the pressure doors and into the lift, and the temperature climbed as we went and he peeled the felt wrap down off his shoulders with the happiness of a man shedding a debt. On the way I gave him the tour in miniature — the Ring above us, the Commons, the market, the Warm on the far side where he was lodged in Kereth's household — and he asked about the canteen and whether the chilli broth rumor was true, and I told him it was and that humans had opinions about it, and he said Kethri had opinions about humans having opinions about chilli. By the time the lift opened on the Ring I'd forgotten to be formal, which is either a talent I have or a defect, depending on which of my performance reviews you read.

The Ring ran its usual twenty-six degrees, which suited nobody, and the corridor was doing its mid-morning business — a stallholder arguing a felt delivery, two clinic techs sharing a noodle carton on a bench, a Kethri grandmother herding three children who wanted to stop and touch everything. Tavon moved through it like a ship through harbor traffic, careful, and people made way without making a thing of it. He asked what the pool cost and whether humans really swam in it for fun, and I told him I did twenty lengths before shift twice a week and he looked at me with frank interest and said that explained the shoulders. I nearly walked into the felt delivery.

The translation office sits off a corridor behind the market, two desks, a wall of forms, a kettle older than me, and Gordon Ashby at the senior desk with his glasses catching the screen light. Gordon is fifty-two, stocky, bald, pressed navy jacket, and he has run hearings by the book for twenty years and will tell you so if you give him the opening. He stood up when Tavon had to duck the doorframe, and I watched him do the quick arithmetic every human does — up, then up again — and then recover and put out his hand, human-style, which Tavon took without hesitation.

"Envoy," Gordon said.

"Tavon," Tavon said. "Not the Envoy. Kereth is the Envoy. I'm the junior, sent ahead of the round, and he reminds me of it weekly."

"Gordon Ashby, senior interpreter." Gordon took the residence packet from me and set it square on his desk. "How was the crossing?"

"Long. Cold at the end of it. Your man here," and Tavon put his hand flat down on top of mine where it rested on the back of Gordon's spare chair, a weight like a warm sandbag, "says the broth is real." He lifted the hand again, but I'd caught the form out of the corner of my eye before he did: a hand flat on top of the other's hand. I promise. Promising the broth would be judged fairly, presumably. Kethri say true things by hand, and apparently some of the true things are jokes, which the card does not prepare you for.

Gordon got the residence forms started — duration of posting, household lodging, the declaration that he carried nothing live, nothing seeded, nothing that bloomed — and Tavon answered everything plainly and signed where Gordon pointed, in a big careful hand that took up twice the space the form allowed. While he signed, Gordon looked at me over the glasses and said, in two lines:

"The round positions will be made by hand, on an interpreter's wrist, per Kethri custom. Somebody has to learn his hands well enough to carry them into the spoken record, and it's you."

"It's me," I said. Not a question.

"You can recite the whole card," Gordon said. "You've told me so. Often."

"I can recite the card," I said. "The card is forty forms with little diagrams. I've never read one off a wrist in my life. That's like saying I can fly the freighter because I can name the parts." I looked at Tavon. "No offense. You've got very nice parts."

Gordon closed his eyes briefly, the way he does.

Tavon finished the signature he was on and set the pen down square, and he was smiling, and I watched the light at his throat come up soft and warm like a lamp being turned toward me. It took me a second to work out why. I'd said his name. Not "the envoy," not "the delegate" — Tavon, out loud in a working room, the way you'd say a man's name instead of his title, and the light had answered it before he could. I had a whole apparatus for what names mean — phonemes, morphemes, the little slashes and brackets I could have transcribed his name into, two syllables, stress on the first — and none of it accounted for what had just happened across the desk, so I stopped trying to make it.

"Tomorrow," Tavon said. "First lesson. I hear you've memorized the card." He picked the felt wrap up off the chair and laid it over his arm, and looked at me with those dark-gold eyes, amused about something he had no plans to explain. "We can start with what's wrong with it."

"The card is the Authority's official position on your language," I said. "It's laminated and everything."

"I'll bring a pen," he said.

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